Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam
Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 134 OF 145
Tonight I am personally emotionally analysing
the subject of sexual rape in response to some of my past few specific sexual rape diary data
entries and also my experiences in my life regarding sexual rape - and tonight I have been
trying to trace back within me and the human condition the origins of sexual
rape - and because I am a male and can only speak from my own personal male
emotions, thoughts and desires and experiences - then that is all I can do -
but at least it is an effort and something in the context of delving into the
difficult and often wrongfully taboo and also complex subject and nature of
sexual rape - especially in the context of my own personal past which you can
read and learn about in specific and extensive detail by reading all these
diary data entries of mine that I have written here on the global internet world-wide-web
and by doing so I have delved into the real-life horrors of my life - and also
the real-life horrors of who I really am - and also the real-life horrors of
what I have experienced in my existence - and also the real-life horrors of
what I have unfortunately done in my life - and so tonight as a male I have
been thinking about sexual rape in the context of history - and how it is
possible that unfortunately the trait of sexual rape is possibly still in all
us males - however evolved we may think we are and we have become - and this
also possible includes those males who unlike me have never and will never
commit or attempt the wrongful act of sexual rape in their life - and this is
definitely not a justification of sexual rape by me - as sexual rape is
obviously very wrong and thus this is just my own personal analysis and
understanding of the nature of sexual rape that I have - however as I have
previously stated - tonight I have been thinking and tracing back the origins
of sexual rape within the human condition - and because I am a male and thus
can only go on my own personal male subjective awareness and experiences and
understanding - in my personal analysis tonight I believe that it may be
possible in males firstly because sex between a male and a female however
consensual is still done by a male sexually penetrating a woman whichever
however consensual and gentle it is still an act of sexual force when a male
sexually penetrates a female - and secondly in an evolutionary biological
context the origins of sexual rape and its existence is also still deep inside
males somewhere because it could be traced way back in history when males would
prey predatory-like upon females for sex without legal restraint upon us back
then - and thus this wrongful evolutionary biological trait to sexually rape
still exists in us - however long and deeply suppressed inside the biological
functioning of males it may be - and which unfortunately can rise again to the
surface sometimes - especially in extreme situations such as in war and abuse
and undealt with abuse - and also under the influence of drugs - including also
the legal drug which is obviously alcohol.
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Adam Shane Lawes
