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Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

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Tonight I have been thinking about my personal existence and place in this world - for your life is like a puzzle that you have to delve deeply and sometimes very difficultly into including your possible painful past in order to find the clues that can then help you to try and find out who you really are as a person on this planet and to be a better person - and so tonight I have been thinking about the true value of life in our existence - and despite all the real-life horrors and hardship in my life that I have experienced and that I am also still obviously experiencing - I am still thankful that I got to experience and learn from this life that I am currently living now - however horrible and hard it has been and still actually is for me – and although as I have previously stated I do now and will not have children as although I would not be an abusive parent I would be a wrongfully neglectful parent as I need to spend a lot of time alone especially to do my artwork – so there are other ways to create on this planet other than bringing more children into what seems to be becoming an increasingly overpopulated planet earth especially in terms of its current environmental damage and its damaged and dwindling resources and the wars for them – so not everyone in this world is meant to have children - especially in this day and new age when the world is overpopulated and the earth's environment and resources and state of affairs are suffering as a result - and so because of the massive amount of children who are neglected and/or abused in this world - and also because of the problem of overpopulation in this world which is causing environmental issues, conflict over resources and political problems to the earth - those people who think they want children should think very carefully before they actually have children - because bringing a child into this world is an important issue including politically - and also there are other ways to create in this world besides having children - such as creating in this world through art which is also a form of politics except maybe sometimes with more personality.

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