Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 142 OF 145
Tonight it is now the start of August and therefore
also nearly my birthday - and so tonight I have hope that things are going to
personally get better for me - and that my life will somehow soon get better
after everything that I have been through - and because it is the start of
August and nearly my birthday in this astrological month of Leo - I just want
to personally state now in this specific diary data entry of mine for the start
of August and this astrological month of Leo - that no matter how hard and
horrible my life has been for me - and even through all of the real-life horror
that I have experienced in my life and which I have documented here in my diary
data entries - I would just like to state right now that for me personally - my
artistic ambitions have never gone away or decreased - and instead my artistic
ambitions have actually increased as I have gotten older - to the point now
where my unfulfilled artistic ambitions have created within me with an
overwhelming case and sense of personal angst - that is always there clawing
away inside of me and getting more and more intense now as I get older and my
artistic ambitions have still not been realised and fulfilled in my life yet -
and which all of this has then manifested for the last 142 nights now here in
my internet world-wide-web diary data entries - and where for me personally -
Art Is A Weapon - to shine a spotlight upon to expose and fight against everything
that I personally hate about myself - and everything that I personally hate
about so many people who I have had to deal with in my life - and finally
everything that I personally hate about the society and world that I live in -
and thus it is in this context of all of this angst that I have from my
unfulfilled artistic ambitions - that along with the tattoos of a symbolic glock
handgun that I have tattooed on each of my hands - I also have tattooed on both
of my hands in black ink along with a symbolic glock handgun the following
words “ART IS A WEAPON”.
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Adam Shane Lawes
