Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 33 OF 145
This is a transcript of the stone statue ritual
that I performed a couple of hours ago here at Melbourne Cemetery, and tonight
I vented out all my anger out about so many people who are born under the
star-sun sign of Libra upon the stone statue of Jesus Christ. And when it comes
to religion - for the record I was baptised as Catholic, but then brought up by
atheists in broken homes, whilst being surrounded by 'spiritual' people, for
the want of a better term, on the Gold Coast in Queensland and on the North
Coast in New South Wales, and then when I moved here to Melbourne in Victoria I
began to contemplate and experience and develop my own personal metaphysical
beliefs. So when it comes to religion - I am my own religion - because I have
had many supernatural experiences throughout my life - (both from a young age
and then on LSD and then after using LSD) - So if I had to define my religious
beliefs it would be my own religion of a dark metaphysical aesthetic in which I
believe in astrology and reincarnation in a scientific evolutionary and
technological western context - and I know that my metaphysical beliefs cannot
being scientifically empirically tested - however the reason that I have these
specific personal metaphysical beliefs is because, besides the supernatural
experiences that I have had throughout my life - my personal metaphysical
beliefs, although they cannot be scientifically empirically tested, feel right
to me - So that's why I believe in my own personal metaphysical beliefs. So now
after having said that - I want to state my anger in this diary data entry
about so many people who are born under the star-sun sign of Libra that I have
dealt with in my life - And for the record I am obviously not saying that all
people who are born under the star-sun sign of Libra are the same, and nor am I
saying that I am angry at all people who are born under the star-sun sign of
Libra, and nor am I saying that all people who are born under the star-sun sign
of Libra behave in the ways that people who are born under the star-sun of
Libra that I am angry at behave like. So if you are a person who is born under
the star-sun sign of Libra and are reading this, and are not like and do not
behave in the following ways that I hate - then you are definitely different to
the masses of people who are born under the star-sun sign of Libra that I have dealt
with in my life. As for some reason I have had a lot of people who are born
under the star-sun sign of Libra in my life with some being really great people
and some being not so great people and some being really bad people - And maybe
it is because there is so much drunken sex happening at New Year's Eve Holiday
celebrations - and then conception takes place - and then nine months later
each year, there are a whole lot of people who are born under the star-sun sign
of Libra - So maybe that is why in my life I have experienced so much behaviour
that I hate from people who are born under the star-sun sign of Libra - Because
many people who are born under the star-sun sign of Libra make me angry.
Because many people who are born under the star-sun sign of Libra that I have
experienced in my life behave in the following ways that I hate - For the
star-sun sign Libran people too often behave in the psychologically abusive
ways that I hate and which I have described in some of my previous diary data
entries, such as being ridiculers and/or tormentors and/or naggers - And also
the status driven behaviour of too many star-sun sign Libran people's behaviour
is specifically and only motivated by insecurity - which makes them cruel,
malicious, nasty and greedy in their misuse and abuse of power (an example is
my former Indian star-sun sign Libran store manager at my last job which I have
described in detail in my earlier diary data entries here on the internet) -
And those star-sun sign Libran people are overly materialistic - which makes
them greedy, malicious, nasty and shallow users - (examples are my former
Indian star-sun sign Libran store manager at my last job, and also the Libran
as star-sun sign people who I thought were my friends but who instead were just
using me for free drugs that I described in one of my previous diary data
entries). And those star-sun sign Libran people, most likely because they are
ruled by the planet Venus, are overly obsessed with romantic relationships -
which unfortunately makes them become very boring and annoying people as they
obsess over and stagnate in romantic relationships, and also very nasty and
bitter people when the romantic relationships do not work out, and they either
bitterly stay in the rotting or rotten romantic relationship, or they keep
jumping from one romantic relationship to another and they do not spend enough
time alone developing themselves and their personality - all because of their
blind belief and obsession with romantic relationships - (and Venus is said to
be the planet of love - but instead it is more like the planet of romantic
relationships - and romance is definitely NOT always love - because instead
romance for me so far has always been about lust and infatuation - and lust and
infatuation does not last and instead it wears off - and when it does wear off
- if you stay in the romantic relationship - you are then left in conflict and
increasingly rotting circumstances - and as I have stated - too many Libra as
star-sun sign people are overly obsessed and slaves to the doomed nature of
romantic relationships and the subsequent bitterness that creates as the
romantic relationships fail - and which the Libra as star-sun sign people then
become bitter and nasty and malicious people because of their blind belief and
insecure need to always be in romantic relationships - and because they then
subsequently do not spend enough time alone developing themselves and their
personality). And as I stated previously in this diary data entry - not all
Libra as star-sun sign people behave in the above-mentioned ways that I hate as
I have met and known some really good, interesting and intense Libra as
star-sun sign people - However too many Libra as star-sun sign people that I
have had to deal with in my life have behaved badly towards me - And when they
do they obviously make me angry.
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Adam Shane Lawes
