ROMANCE IS RAPE BY SEDUCTION: DIARY DATA ENTRY 57

Romance Is Rape By Seduction

By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 57 OF 145

My existence feels so different now that I am living here at the cemetery and down here in my subterranean catacomb chamber room - Because I am starting to think and feel much more deeply - Unlike when I was enslaved, oppressed, used, exploited and then terminated by the corrupt, shallow, secular, conservative corporation in March of this year after too many years of working for them doing horrible physically hard and heavy and mentally mundane manual labour. For now living and hiding out here at the cemetery and living underground in my catacomb chamber room - there is now a sense of personal freedom in my life - and this sense of personal freedom has now allowed me to think and feel again much more deeply - For now even my senses feel different - because even my vision at times has started to change now - for at night when I am walking back through the cemetery - I sometimes see sudden and slight luminous flashes of some kind of glowing subtle, strange, sublime light sometimes - And down here in my subterranean catacomb chamber room - sometimes when I glance up - or especially in the beautiful, tranquil darkness down here when I wake up from sleeping in the evening - my whole catacomb chamber room down here seems to momentarily being glowing with a dark, luminous light that lasts for a few seconds as I first wake up - and my iron catacomb chamber room - which I have now finished painting all of the walls, roof, and ceiling and furniture black - has a very intense, serious and emotionally heavy presence to it that I can always feel living down here - and also I can feel the same serious, intense and emotionally heavy presence throughout the rest of the cemetery - However this intense, serious and emotionally heavy presence goes away whenever I leave my catacomb chamber room and the boundaries of the cemetery grounds - and it is replaced by the shallow, stressed, secular vibe of society - However as soon as I return to the cemetery grounds and graves - and then down here into my underground catacomb chamber room again - the intense, serious and emotionally heavy presence and vibe again returns and surrounds me.