Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 62 OF 145
The two month period has now past and I am now
eligible to receive unemployment benefits since I was wrongfully terminated from
my job for misconduct by my cruel, corrupt, conservative, corporate manager at
the start of March this year - and which I was then consequently denied
unemployment benefits for the last two months as a result. And both my unfair
termination from my job by my cruel, corrupt, conservative, corporate manager -
and also my survival for the last two months since I was consequently made
homeless - have both been documented here in detail in some of my earlier diary
data entries. And as I have now stated in this particular diary data entry - I
am now eligible to receive unemployment benefits - However I have made a
decision to not receive unemployment benefits and to instead stay here living
at the cemetery - And there are three reasons for this decision that I have now
made - The first reason is because the government has privatised aspects of
welfare in our social system by outsourcing many of its welfare duties to the
private sector in the form of private sector job agencies that are paid by the
government to put people into employment - However the problem is that those
private sector job search agencies have a reputation for showing no compassion,
nor care for the unemployed people that they are assigned by the government to
find jobs for - because those private sector job search agencies are
constituted of profit driven corporations - and there is obviously nothing
wrong with being profit driven - however especially when it comes to social
concerns such as welfare - compassion and care must also occur - however
instead of compassion and care - those private sector job search agencies have
a reputation for harassing people and causing anxiety and anger in the
unemployed people that they are assigned and paid by the government to find
jobs for - and then shoving and forcing those unemployed people that they are
assigned and paid by the government to find employment for - into whatever
horrible, degrading and miserable jobs that are out there and that they can
find - and without any compassion nor concern for helping the unemployed people
to become skilled and/or find work in a job that suits their individual
personality, individual personal skills and individual passion - and because I
dropped out of high school at the age of sixteen after going to twelve schools
and I have no formal educational qualifications - and then I have spent my life
since being a drug user, drug abuser, drug addict and a drug dealer from the
age that I was sixteen years old whilst being enslaved, exploited, used, abused
and oppressed in a mentally mundane and physically heavy and hard horrible
manual labour job working for a cruel, corrupt corporation until I was unfairly
terminated for misconduct and consequently denied unemployment benefits for two
months and made homeless - And also because I still have a shortly shaved head
from when I shaved all my hair off to the scalp with a cut throat razor when I
was first made homeless two months ago now - and also because I have tattoos of
a glock handgun on each of my hands - and tattoos of a dagger on each of my
arms - and a tattoo of a black outlined heart that inside has the tattooed
words – “romance is rape by seduction” - inside that black heart tattoo on my
chest over my heart - all of which I got back when I was a drug user, a drug
abuser, a drug addict and a drug dealer and a horrible manual labour corporate
slave - And so it is obvious that my appearance, personality and past history
does not look very good for my resume and any job searching and employment
placement - and so therefore I would be shoved and forced back into horrible,
miserable, mentally mundane and physically heavy and horrible manual labour
jobs for the rest of my life - and where I would rot away as a slave to cruel,
corrupt corporations in a miserable, passion-less existence until I die - and
so that is the first reason that I am not going to apply for unemployment
benefits and I am instead going to stay living here at the cemetery. And the
second reason is that I am no longer literally homeless because over the last
two months I have learnt to survive by getting my nightly meal from the church
charity food van - and I have made my home here at the cemetery in my very own
underground, secret, subterranean, catacomb chamber room to live in now - and I
am happy living here underground in my catacomb chamber room at the cemetery -
and so that is the second reason that I am not going to apply for unemployment
benefits and I am instead going to stay living here at the cemetery. And the
third reason that I am not going to apply for unemployment benefits now that I
am entitled to them - and I am instead going to stay living here at the
cemetery - is because the only job that I am passionate about and that I have
ever wanted to do is to be an artist - because I love doing my artwork -
especially my writing now in these diary data entries of mine here - and even
though it is the only form of art that I am making and that I can do at this
stage of my life now - and even though I am not making any money and nor am I
unfortunately able to financially supporting myself through my art-work - at
least through my artwork here I am finally existing as an artist - because art
and existing as an artist is all that I am truly passionate about - So
thank-you to the world-wide-web internet for allowing me to now exist as an
artist. And so those three abovementioned reasons that I have emphasised in
this diary data entry - and which I have also described in detail in many of my
previous diary data entries over the last two months - are why I have now decided
to not apply for unemployment benefits now that I am now entitled to - And I am
instead going to stay living here in my catacomb chamber room in the cemetery -
And exist as an artist here on the internet world-wide-web.
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Adam Shane Lawes
