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Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

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Tonight I am definitely feeling a lot more sensitive than I usually do - and I am also feeling very lonely tonight - as walking back here to the cemetery tonight from getting my nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - I felt a sense of loneliness that I have not experienced before - because I always love to spend so much time alone - especially to do my artwork - and I have never felt this sense of loneliness before that I am now feeling - and so tonight I just wish I had some company and at least one friend to talk to in person - because I feel so alone, anxious and afraid right now - and it is very cold here tonight in Melbourne - even down here in my catacomb chamber room - and so now I am going to go to sleep earlier than usual to escape from this horrible feeling of loneliness that I am not use to - so it is goodnight from me now for tonight.

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