DIARY DATA ENTRY 117

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 117 OF 145

Tonight Alice - who calls herself the diazepam dreamer - is down decorating her very own baroque on diazepam personal style of aesthetics in an old, long forgotten subterranean catacomb chamber tomb room of a girl who was of seemingly considerable wealth and who for some reason died back in the year of 1911 at the age of 27 years old which is just one year away from the two year astrological saturn return period that we all need and have to go through from the age of 28 years old to 30 years old - and that grave memorial with its ground level memorial room and then subterranean catacomb chamber tomb room is virtually the same design and style as my memorial tomb and subterranean tomb room - except the underground, subterranean, catacomb chamber tomb room has a pointed dome shaped ceiling and its walls are a complete circle dome shaped and so is the floor of that catacomb chamber tomb room circular in shape - unlike the four square wall, ceiling and floor cell shape of my catacomb chamber tomb room down here - however like my catacomb chamber tomb room it is also initially entered by crawling through a discreet iron hatch door at the back of the stone memorial - and then climbing down an iron ladder that is attached to the wall - and like my subterranean catacomb chamber tomb room - the entrance and the subterranean catacomb chamber tomb room would fail to be noticed to anyone not specifically searching for a subterranean catacomb camber tomb room beneath a grave in a cemetery - however Alice and I had been searching for a catacomb chamber tomb room like this because after finding mine down here in the cemetery - we knew that there surely had to be others - and so tonight we got lucky - as we found this discreet and subterranean, catacomb chamber tomb room for Alice to now live in - and it is not too far away from my catacomb chamber tomb room in this massive cemetery - and Alice was the one who found her new home when after searching for hours over the last few nights - tonight in the pale moonlight - Alice saw and was drawn to a life-size female angel stone statue that is standing in a silent and sensitive graceful pose above the grave memorial of the girl who died at the age of twenty-seven years old and was then buried in this fairly extravagant and beautiful grave memorial here at the cemetery - for beneath the life-size stone female angel statue that stands on top of the tower of this grave memorial - there is a stone memorial room with another stone statue of a graceful female angel and a picture of the girl who is buried there with old stone vases with long wilted flowers in them and which would have once been filled with fresh flowers a long time ago - however it is obvious that the grave memorial has long been unattended and long forgotten - which now makes it a perfect hideout and home for Alice who is homeless to now live in - and then in the grave memorial once you have opened the hidden trap door and climbed down into the secret circular catacomb chamber tomb room - it definitely appears to have been decorated like the dead girl's bedroom with all her beautiful and beloved furnishings buried down there in the catacomb chamber tomb room with the girl's sealed white coffin - which is slightly tarnished by the musty environment down there but all in all it has remained largely unblemished down there in the protective environment of the catacomb chamber tomb room - and opposite the girl's white coffin there is a beautiful, old, antique mirrored dressing table - and there are even four beautiful black wrought iron candle holders placed on the circular walls down there and which Alice has now filled and lit with her vanilla and cinnamon scented candles that she brought with her in her belongings here to the cemetery - and which she is now cleaning and decorating her new home in that beautiful catacomb chamber tomb room with - as tonight Alice the diazepam dreamer is down there in her new subterranean circular catacomb chamber room home and she is cleaning it with a vinegar and vanilla cleanser mix that we found amongst the various cleaning products in the caretaker's shed here at the cemetery - as straight after Alice found her new catacomb chamber tomb room home here at the cemetery - Alice and I first went to the cemetery caretaker's shed to find cleaning materials to clean the musty, old catacomb chamber tomb room so Alice can then happily live in it - and then we left the cemetery to raid a nearby construction site for materials so that Alice can now paint the circular, faded, musty, white walls, floor and the pointed dome ceiling of the catacomb chamber tomb room with a fresh vanilla-cream-white colour coat of paint - and also the old antique dresser down there with a vanilla-cream-white colour coat of paint that we took from the construction site earlier tonight - and Alice is also going to paint the four black wrought iron candle holders on the walls down there with gold paint that we also found and took from the various array of paint tins that were there at that nearly finished apartment building construction site that we raided earlier tonight - and then Alice is going to hang her collection of gold cherub angels from the wrought iron candle holders that are on the walls down there - and which she has now also placed vanilla and cinnamon coloured and scented candles in as she is cleaning and painting and decorating her new circular catacomb chamber tomb room home tonight - and when she is finished cleaning her new home down there - Alice said she is going to line the circular floor with one of her thick, plush vanilla-creamy-white furry velvet blankets that was one of the few treasured belongings that she brought here to the cemetery a few days ago when she was made homeless - and then with her other vanilla-creamy-white vanilla furry velvet blankets and also her vanilla-creamy-white sheets - Alice is going to make her bed down there opposite the dead girl's coffin - which after Alice has finished cleaning and decorating down there - her new catacomb chamber tomb room home will definitely be of her baroque on diazepam style.

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