DIARY DATA ENTRY 126

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 126 OF 145

Tonight Alice the diazepam dreamer has just received both sad news and simultaneously been granted the wish and the dream of her lifetime - because on the way back from getting our nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - Alice suddenly decided that she wanted to go and visit and introduce me to her teenage 19 year old prostitute friend called Tania who is of half-Russian and half-Afghan descent and who is a sex-crime-war-crime baby of the Soviet-Afghan war when her Soviet-Russian father raped her Afghan mother and then after she was born she was abandoned and orphaned and adopted here in Australia and who I described previously here in one of my diary data entries earlier this month after Alice told me about her - and so Alice and I walked and talked all the way from the city cemetery to the inner-city suburb of St Kilda that is on the other side of the central business district of Melbourne - as we both have no money for a tram - and even late at night the risk of getting caught by tram inspectors is not worth the hassle - and even though it is a cold night it is a beautiful night also - and so we both decided to walk there and feel the outside world of the night tonight after spending nearly all of our time and our lives now living underground at the cemetery in our cemetery catacomb chamber tomb room homes - and also it was good to get out tonight into the open night for a change - especially after the last couple of very emotionally heavy and hectic nights where we both emotionally dealt with our past wrongful sexual behaviour - and so when we finally got to the inner city region of St Kilda - Alice knew where to find Tania as she has her own street corner where she prostitutes herself from - and it was not long before Tania appeared from a suburban-sedan-car where she had just serviced a corporate suburban suit and tie male who was more than likely married, engaged or in some kind of coupling relationship out in the suburbs and wanted sex with a girl - especially a young pretty girl - who was not his coupling relationship partner on the way home from another late night working back at the office - and just as Alice described her - Tania the teenage prostitute is definitely very exotic and stunningly beautiful with her half-Russian and half-Afghan features and genetics - as she is of a petite size and build with long black-blue dyed hair that is slicked back oily and tight into a long ponytail - and she has exotic and seductive sleek eyes - and she wears pale white makeup with black eyeliner and black lipstick - and she is dressed in a very short and revealing black leather mini-skirt and a black leather coat that is open to reveal that she is wearing only a black leather bra-top underneath - and around her neck she is wearing a black leather silver studded necklace - and around her thin, petite arms she is wearing two silver bracelets - and Tania also wears black fishnet stockings and knee high black leather boots - and so after Alice introduced me to Tania then and there on the street - we all went back to Tania's dominatrix-like room that is set up like some kind of satanic sex studio - with it's black industrial plastic covering the walls, roof and floor - and her black steel bed with it's silver chains and handcuffs - and the room completely lit by deep blue neon lighting - and also her computer with her twenty-four hour surveillance camera set up for her very own internet Tania personal porn site - and after making us and handing us hot black coffee to warm us up - Tania remembered that she had been holding onto a letter that had arrived for Alice after she had left her room that she lived in next door to Tania in that run-down rooming house full of drug dealers, drug addicts, drug users, pimps and prostitutes - (and also the occasional ex-drug addict and ex-prostitute like Alice) in St Kilda - and so Alice took the official letter that Tania handed her - and opened it up and it was from a solicitor in Hobart who was her estranged aunt's solicitor - and the letter stated that her aunt had unfortunately just died - and in her aunt's will she had left her old small and cozy cafe' and her old one-roomed small and cozy studio apartment above it to Alice - for as Alice had told me earlier this month - her aunt had long been estranged from the rest of her family for her eccentricity and reclusiveness and refusal to be involved anymore in her family's constant cycle of conflict and competing against each other - and so Alice was the only person in her family that had any emotional connection and contact with her aunt who she loved and adored - and Alice was also obviously very emotionally upset after finding out that her beloved aunt had just died - and so Tania and I comforted her for awhile as she cried and talked about her beloved aunt - and then later Alice read out to us the letter from her recently deceased aunt's solicitor - which after offering Alice his condolences - stated that Alice was to return to Hobart as soon as possible to sign the legal documents to receive her inheritance from her aunt who had just died - and then after a lot of tears and cups of hot black coffee - Alice said that she wanted to begin the walk back to her catacomb chamber tomb room here at the cemetery - and so after she said her emotional good-bye to Tania and promised her that she would stay in touch from down in Hobart through the internet - Alice and I walked back here to the cemetery where Alice said goodnight to me as she wanted to be alone in her catacomb chamber room - and so Alice went back to her catacomb chamber tomb room - and I went down here into my catacomb chamber tomb room and began to write this diary data entry of mine for tonight.

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