Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 125 OF 145
Tonight Alice the diazepam dreamer girl and I are
spending another night alone after both confessing and dealing with the heavy
issue of our past wrongful sexual behaviour. And in reflection I realise the
extreme seriousness of my past wrongful behavior in planning to kill my abusive
stepfamily and father after trying to rape my stepsister when I was sixteen
years old. However I also hope and wish that my whole life will not be defined
and judged by that one terrible and horrible and regretful act – and I know
that in my teenage years I was abused so badly that I got pushed over the edge
– and now I fear I have not properly ever come back from existing being pushed
over the edge as in my life I seem to push everything into the intensity of
constant drama just to feel normal and comfortable after what I have been
through and because I probably have never come back from being pushed over that
edge.
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Adam Shane Lawes
