Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam
Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 131 OF 145
Alone at the cemetery and I am still missing Alice
again tonight down here in my catacomb chamber tomb room - however when I was
walking back from getting my nightly meal from the church charity food van at
the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - as I was walking through one
of the inner city parks I saw some flirtatious pretty teenage girls in a group aged about 13 years old that were also
walking through that beautifully full moon lit city park - however although they were pretty and dressed in a sexual provocative way - there was something about them that was not yet right to have sex with them - and I do not think it was just being socially conditioned by our laws regarding the sexual age of consent being age 17 years old here in this country - as analysing their sexuality and my sexual attraction to them, in all honesty when I arrived back home here to my confessional catacomb cemetery tomb room - in my mind I imagined and fantasised by masturbating about having sex with them - and although in my mind that sexual fantasy and masturbation felt good - it also felt wrong as well and made me feel guilty - because although they were behaving and dressed in a very sexually flirtatious way - I felt it would be wrong to have sex with them as that would be taking advantage of their beautiful, pubescent, pretty teenage thirteen year old sexual youthful innocence and they may regret it when they get older - And also I know I was sexually attracted to my younger thirteen year old stepsister when I was age sixteen years old - when back then she was so very sexually attractive and desirable to me when she was a pretty pubescent teenage thirteen year old girl to the point where at age sixteen years old I so badly desired and tried to publicly sexually rape her - so now in this diary digital data entry of mine here on the global internet world-wide-web I still want and need to publicly apologise to my stepsister for so badly desiring and trying to sexually rape her.
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Adam Shane Lawes
