Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam
Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 132 OF 145
In my life from a young age I have experienced cruel abusive behaviour not just from males but also from females - especially psychological abuse (which is also physical abuse as it very harmfully affects a person's health in every way) - and especially from females who are feminist sexist chauvinists - And this includes my matriarchal very violent feminist chauvinist sexist stepmother who abused me horrifically as a child/teenager including making me do years of extremely horrible, disgusting and illegal child manual labour on her horrible horse farm home until I ran away from her horrible home at the age that I was sixteen years old - so she then tried to go and violently abuse her own father again who immediately called the police on her. And also I was mistreated and corruptly used and abused for too many years in a horrible physically heavy and hard and mentally mundane manual labour job for a cruel, corrupt corporation where males are made to do all the horrible heavy and hard and mentally mundane manual labour work there whilst in that cruel, corrupt corporation's head office human resources hierarchy it is dominated and wrongfully ruled by malicious matriarchal sexist chauvinistic corrupt feminist females who spend their working time comfortably sitting down and conniving to cover up that corporation's cruel corruption including cruelly making males do all the horrible heavy and hard and mentally mundane manual labour for that cruel, corrupt corporation whose head office human resources hierarchy is dominated and wrongfully controlled and ruled by malicious matriarchal sexist chauvinistic corrupt feminist females. And also some of my ex-girlfriends, who are also feminist sexist chauvinists, were very psychologically abusively violent towards me when I was in a relationship with them - especially by being very nagging, tormenting and maliciously deliberately annoying to me - with one of those sexist feminist chauvinistic psychologically abusive ex-girlfriends being abused not by males but instead by her own psychologically abusive mother to the point where she got a stomach ulcer from her mother's constant nagging abuse when she was growing up - but then that feminist sexist chauvinistic malicious ex-girlfriend kept ironically bragging chauvinistically in a sexist way about being a feminist when I was in an adult relationship with her and she tried to do that same type of nagging, tormenting, hurtful psychological abuse to me that her own mother did to her to the point where I could not take it anymore and had to get away from her as eventually all her cruel, violent psychological abuse towards me made me angry and want to physically hit her so I had to get her out of my life permanently - Because my first adult girlfriend romantic relationship that I had was with a girl who I was infatuated with and lustfully attracted to and who I lost my virginity to her and with her when I was 17 years old - however eventually my romantic feelings towards her wore off, including also because she increasingly became very psychologically abusively tormenting towards me and jealous for no reason including of me spending time alone, especially because I wanted to do my art-work, and when she became cruelly and maliciously tormenting towards me to the point where she would make me angry and then maliciously laugh at making me angry which would make me even angrier to the point where I started to become physically violent towards her including hitting her occasionally out of anger because I could not take her cruel, malicious psychological abuse (which is also physical abuse) anymore - so I had to break up with her because I no longer had any romantic feelings towards her anymore - however then she started stalking and harassing me, including getting a job where I worked and psychologically abusing me there for breaking up with her, and also illegally breaking into my home one night and frightening me awake, as I thought she was an intruder trying to rob and kill me, because she woke me up in the middle of the night in my dark bedroom by being undressed naked and getting into my bed and trying to sexually rape me - and because I no longer had feelings for her anymore and I hated her for her psychological abuse towards me and I had broken up my romantic relationship with her - I phoned her mother who was an ex-Catholic nun to come and pick her up to get her and her horrible harassing stalking abusive behaviour right the hell away from me - And here now on the global internet world-wide-web I now apologise to that girl who I was in my first adult romantic relationship with and who I lost my virginity to for hitting her when she psychologically abusively tormented me to the point I got so angry at her that I physically hit her - However I also wish and ask that psychological abuse is legally treated by the law the same as physical abuse - because psychological abuse not only provokes physical abusive retaliation when people cannot take being psychologically abused anymore - psychological abuse is also physical abuse because it causes physical harm in people - and that is why psychological abuse must be treated the same as physical abuse by the law.
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Adam Shane Lawes
