DIARY DATA ENTRY 144

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 144 OF 145

Tonight I received a visit from my friend Phoebe - the beirut babe - who lived with me here at the cemetery when she was homeless earlier this year after she was unfairly fired from her horrible manual labour job back then for misconduct because she refused to do anymore unpaid overtime - and which I described and documented my time with Phoebe here in my diary data entries back then - and until she left her home here at the cemetery with me when she was fortunate enough to get a job as a hairdressing apprentice specialising in her personal passion for plaits, braids and hair extensions - and which she got that job through one of her cousins contacts - and so I had not seen Phoebe since she left to live her new job and home in the northern region of this city of Melbourne - However tonight Phoebe came to visit me to give me an early birthday present - as like me she is into astrology and birthdays are a big deal to her also - and so Phoebe came earlier tonight to give me my early birthday gift - as she said that she knew that I would probably prefer to be alone on the night of my birthday - and so earlier tonight I was woken up by Phoebe as she was climbing through the iron trap door and down the wrought iron ladder that is attached to the side wall and which is the only way to get in and down here into my catacomb chamber tomb room - and the gorgeous exotic and always serious Phoebe - who as I previously explained back in April when I first met her - is an Australian of half-Lebanese and half-French origin - and tonight she was wearing her usual uniform of a very short tight black leather mini-skirt - and black fishnet stockings - and knee-high long black leather boots - and a black leather bra top that was only just covered by her long black leather coat - and her hair was longer than before but she still thankfully has her same mass of beautiful gold and brown coloured long thin plaits that are always tied back into a ponytail - and so as the gorgeous and exotic and serious Phoebe woke me up and greeted me she handed me her birthday gift to me - which is a black leather jacket that has a black leather hood and is made only from leather of an animal that died of natural causes - and which also is the perfect birthday present for me - because I have been surviving in my homelessness here in the cold, harsh Melbourne winter weather with only the black hooded material jumper that Phoebe had left me back in April when she left her life here at the cemetery back then - and that black hooded material jumper has kept me fairly warm - but it is obviously not waterproof  - and so whenever I would go to get my nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark and it would be raining - I would obviously get soaked to the bone - however now with this brand new black leather hooded jacket that Phoebe has kindly given me for my birthday - I am now protected from the rain and I am also now much warmer in this cold, harsh Melbourne winter weather - and after Phoebe gave me my early birthday gift and wished me an early happy birthday - she then said goodbye as she works nights by choice in her hairdressing apprenticeship - as she is a night person and also because there are many people who desire or require to have their hair done at night - and so after Phoebe had wished me an early happy birthday and given me my early birthday gift - she then had to rush to work - so Phoebe said goodbye to me and left me alone again down here in my catacomb chamber room here at the cemetery - And so wearing my new black leather hooded jacket I ventured out into the cold Melbourne winter night tonight much warmer and protected than usual as I went and got my nightly meal from the church charity food van - and then when I arrived back here at the cemetery - with the extremely gorgeous, exotic and always serious image of Phoebe still in my mind from her visit down here to me in my catacomb chamber tomb room earlier tonight - before I began to write this specific diary data entry of mine tonight - I kept thinking about how the most beautiful, intelligent and intense girls that I have personally met in my life - (except of course with the occasional exception such as my friend the beautiful blonde Alice - the diazepam dreamer - for example - who lived with me here at the cemetery earlier last month - and which I documented her stay with me here at the cemetery back then here in my diary data entries - for Alice is a beautiful, intelligent and emotionally intense Australian girl of full-blooded German descent) - however besides Alice for example - for me personally the most gorgeous and intense girls that I have met in my life are always girls who are of mixed race - and thus it is in that context that I personally believe how wrong and pathetic any doctrine of belief is that preaches, practices and believes in any form of racial purity - because as I have stated - for me personally the most beautiful, intelligent and intense girls that I have met in my life are usually of mixed race - such as Phoebe - the beirut babe - for example who is an Australian girl who is of half-Lebanese and half-French origin - or my first ever girlfriend when I was thirteen years old who is a gorgeous, exotic Australian girl who is of half-Torres Strait Islander and half-European origin and who I have described her previously here in my diary data entries - or another very exotic, intelligent and gorgeous girl that I use to know who is of mixed race origin is a gorgeous girl called Rose who is an Australian of half-Persian and half-Filipina origin - and another example of a very gorgeous, exotic and intelligent girl that I use to know who is of mixed race is a very gorgeous and intelligent girl called Jaelyne who is an Australian of half-Chinese and half-European origin - and another example of a very gorgeous, intelligent and exotic girl who is of mixed race that I have met - is the half-Japanese and half-European Australian prostitute girl who I paid for her sexual services and which I have described that experience with that gorgeous, intelligent and exotic and erotic prostitute previously here in my diary data entries - and finally another example of a very gorgeous, exotic and intelligent girl that I know who is of mixed race is Tania the teenage prostitute who is an Australian of half-Russian and half-Afghan origin and who I have described the very gorgeous, intelligent, intense and exotic and erotic Tania the teenage prostitute in specific detail previously here in my diary data entries - and thus from these abovementioned examples of these specific very gorgeous, intelligent, interesting and intense girls that I have met in my life - it can be seen that people who are of mixed race origin definitely have some kind of extra edge about them in this world - and thus it is in this context that I wish that I was born something more subjectively interesting than being an Australian of mixed Anglo-Saxon ethnicity - because besides never feeling any personal connection with Anglo-Saxon Australian culture and personally disliking most Anglo-Saxon Australians even though I am actually an Australian of Anglo-Saxon origin - as I have described in detail previously here in my diary data entries awhile back now - in the previously abovementioned context of the extra edge that the more unique and also more than likely difficult to create person of vastly varying mixed race origin would have been to create - in the context that their creation from two very different mixed races and cultures are vastly different - however by having mixed them a very beautiful, exotic, intelligent, interesting and intense person has then been created and born into this world - such as the very gorgeous, exotic, intelligent, interesting and intense abovementioned girls - who are - Phoebe the half-Lebanese and half-French Australian girl - and my first ever girlfriend when I was thirteen years old who is a half-Torres Strait Islander and half-European Australian girl - and Rose the half-Persian and half-Filipina Australian girl - and Jaelyne the half-Chinese and half-European Australian girl - and that half-Japanese and half-European Australian prostitute girl - and finally Tania the half-Russian and half-Afghan Australian girl - and thus it is in this context that if genetic engineering were to be commonplace in the future creation of people on this planet - for me personally I believe that the more vastly varying races and cultures that could be genetically engineered to create people - then the more beautiful, intelligent, interesting and intense the person created then is using the abovementioned gorgeous girls as examples - and it is in this specific context that the one thing that I definitely do actually appreciate and like about this country of Australia and especially this city of Melbourne here in Australia - is the fact that it is such a multicultural country and Melbourne especially is such a massively multicultural city consisting of so many different varying races and cultures - and thus using the abovementioned very gorgeous, intelligent, interesting, exotic and erotic girls as examples - there is hope for the future yet as in the above-mentioned context the future could look very beautiful.

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