Romance Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 145 OF 145
My Name Is Adam, and I am an artist, and as an artist these 145 diary data entries I have written here on our great global internet world-wide-web are my story in my diary digital data novel which I wrongfully titled "Romance Is Rape By Seduction" because I now denounce my "Romance Is Rape By Seduction" title as being untrue towards romance, as despite all the real-life horrors where I hurtfully have had to watch people so wrongfully ruining romance, I finally now have hope for romance where through seduction with the right romantic girls I can create and feel passionate, pleasurable, intense real romance. And tonight it is now the 4th of August and my birthday. And for the past 145 nights I have been hiding out here at Melbourne cemetery where I have been living down here as an artist in my dark, dirty, devilish, catacomb, chamber, cell, confessional tomb room and I have been confessing my story by personally creatively delving into and dealing with and confessing my personal-political issues onto our great global internet world-wide-web armed with my Apple iPhone. And so now on this date of the 4th of August which is my birthday I have now finally finished writing and confessing here on our great global internet world-wide-web about how after years of horrific abuse as a teen, at the age of sixteen I became hellbent on revenge and wrongfully planned with a handgun to shoot and kill my father and stepfamily and actually desired to and publicly tried to wrongfully and badly sexually rape my thirteen year old stepsister when I was sixteen years old which I apologise to her here on our great global internet world-wide-web for trying to do so - and also all of the other personal-political issues that I have written down in these 145 diary data entries of mine here onto our great global internet world-wide-web. And so now finally feeling freedom from pain, guilt and shame I realise I must now keep learning, creating, and living my life to keep existing and evolving here in our eternal existence on our earth - and although I know that I cannot cleanse myself of my own personal past bad behaviour - I have finally faced, worked through and publicly confessed here on our planet earth's great global internet world-wide-web my painful past-personal-political issues and I am feeling better now in every way as I am no longer unhappy and unhealthy and my hair has grown longer again since I shaved it with a cut-throat razor blade when I first became homeless and back then I was so unhealthy, unhappy, anguished, anxious and abused including being framed and an attempted physical murder on my life by that Australian corrupt corporation and Australian corrupt police who framed me and then tried to physically murder me to cover up for their corporate and police corruption, and then when I thankfully survived that physical murder attempt, they and also people that they wrongfully paid, psychically attacked me so harmfully and so wrongfully that they made me homeless, after I had spent a total of 13 years working hard for that corporation to financially survive in order to support myself, including to study and to do my artwork, as I worked extremely hard for that corporation, including being made to do unpaid shifts and unpaid overtime including constant ten hour shifts without a break for that cruel corrupt corporation doing physically heavy and hard and horrible and mentally mundane manual labour that no person should ever have to harmfully and hurtfully do, and where I was framed, abused, used, mistreated, hurt, harmed, wronged and worked into the ground physically and also in the end literally by them. But now by surviving living here underground in the dirt at the cemetery in my dark, dirty, devilish, catacomb, chamber, cell, confessional tomb room as a dark, devilish, dirty, gypsy, I have thought, felt, worked through and confessed here in my art-work onto our great global internet world-wide-web what I have done wrong in my life, whilst hiding out here at the cemetery I have been having these 145 days and nights of alone time - and also learning to talk more deeply, sincerely, honestly and properly to the right people when they do come into my life - and also analysing, learning and seeing what has been wrong in my life including especially in this alone time to do my art-work and writing here in my digital diary novel on our great global internet world-wide-web. And so now here on our earth as it is ruled by God and God's angels and in Hell it is ruled by The Devil with the Devil's angels, and where we as humans each rightfully have our own individuality and free will with consequences to our actions, however not everything is a consequence of past behaviour, because with new events and new behaviour there are new consequences happening from the ways in which we behave. And so now I must keep living, learning and creating to create a better existence for myself and our planet earth's evolution. So although I am going to keep my secret satanic subterranean survivalist bunker room here at the cemetery for survival reasons, including if we cannot make the necessary changes to save our planet earth from the terrible destruction of our earth permanently from the possible holy war of Armageddon if we cannot stop it from happening and hopefully achieve a thousand years of peace instead, or any other possible reasons for survival if I need it in my life here now on earth in our eternal evolutionary existence, as we now make this sometimes enjoyable and sometimes difficult, but still necessary and inevitable holy-religious-metaphysical transition into this necessary new age, where each and every individual person with their own free will has their own individual personality and personal roles to play on our earth which is ruled by God and God's angels and The Devil and the Devil's angels in our Hell - and which here on earth our existence could go so many different ways depending on the ways in which with free will we behave. So from what I have learnt and I now know, I am going to keep on living and keep creating and changing and existing and evolving until I physically die. And when we physically die, the physically dead must be put into Hell by us with God and God's angels and the Devil and The Devil's angels down into their appropriate places in our earth's Hell. And Jesus Christ was put in Hell with a flaming sword by me as it is necessary for him to be physically reincarnated for a holy battle against the Anti-Christ ad-Dajjal in Syria to create a thousand years of peace. And the ad-Dajjal Anti-Christ was created by an Israeli-American male musician bass playing and singing artist who I listened to as a child, and his band's concert was also the first concert I ever went to when I was a child, and he is also someone who inspired me to be an artist when I was a child, as he also inspired me to ask and attempt to learn bass guitar and sing as a child, and then when unfortunately I did not have the ability to play the bass guitar and sing, but still with words and art as my main passion, I have continued to be an artist with writing as my main passion, and that Israeli-American and his girlfriend at the time are the couple who copulated and created the Anti-Christ ad-Dajjal. And I have seen a famous couple who are American and artists as actors with the female's father as an artist inspiring me when I was an adolescent with one of his television shows to do intelligence work, and his daughter is a beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, talented gifted artist as an actress, who recently just got married to her husband, and in an out of body experience with her he tried to take on the Anti-Christ ad-Dajjal so she got hurt and I had to heal her, so the only one who can fight the ad-Dajjal Anti-Christ is Jesus Christ who with a flaming sword I put into Hell, and then as American President Barack Hussein Obama necessarily created the conditions on our earth especially in Syria for The Devil and the Devil's angels of Hell for Jesus Christ to then be brought out of Hell to be physically reincaranted in Syria as it has also been prophesied in Islam's Quran and its Hadith by the Muslim Prophet Muhammad who along with other Muslims and all other people physically dead in Hell, after being punished and healed, the physically dead people are all then practicing and preparing to be physically reincarnated by us under the rule and order and law of the Devil and the Devil's angels which rule our earth and its Hell. As Hell is where all humans must go when we physically die, which as on our earth as it is in Hell it is ruled by The Devil. And the Christian so called 'Heaven' had to be destroyed as all physically dead humans must be put in Hell, so with a flaming sword I put Jesus Christ in Hell. As in Hell now Jesus Christ has to prepare for his next physical reincarnation in a Holy Battle with the Anti-Christ ad-Dajjal to try defeat him in Syria in order to try create a thousand years of peace, which will, as also prophesied in the Islamic Muslim Quran and its Hadith, happen in Syria, so with a flaming sword I put Jesus Christ in Hell. So as on earth as it is in Hell it is ruled by The Devil, who with the Devils's angels of Hell they punish and help heal all physically dead humans to then be physically reincarnated again on our earth from our Hell. As at our funeral farewell, to help with people grieving for the physically dead and the physically living, and to also apologise for anything that they did not say sorry for when they were physically alive, and also for an emotional farewell funeral for them for that physical life that they have just finished living, Hell is then where all physically dead humans must go after we physically die as we are then put into our appropriate places in Hell by the Devil and the Devil's angels of Hell. So at our funeral farewell function, then with the help of The Devil's angels here on earth and in Hell, every physically dead person is taken down to their appropriate place in Hell which is ruled by The Devil. And here on earth as it is in Hell the Devil and the Devil's angels of Hell help heal including through punishing people who are physically dead, as in various ways they make people deal with any of their personal issues that they must deal with. For example there are very powerful male angels on earth and in Hell who help females specifically sexually deal with any personal individual sexual issues that they have not dealt with by having intense sex with them which psychically also emotionally and mentally makes them deal with any past personal sexual issues from their life that they did wrong and/or have not properly dealt with. And now I need God and The Devil to please also create equally necessarily powerful female angels to make males deal with any specific sexual issues including especially rape, because in Hell which is ruled by The Devil and The Devil's angels of Hell there are six separated layers with the sixth layer of Hell being for punishment and healing for any personal undealt with sexual abuse issues including rape, and the fifth realm of Hell is for punishment and healing for any personal undealt with physical abuse issues, and the fourth realm of Hell is for punishment and healing for any personal undealt with psychological abuse issues, and the third realm of Hell is for punishment and healing for any personal undealt with psychic abuse issues, and the second realm of Hell is for passionate, pleasurable practice for each individual physically dead person's next physical reincarnation, and the first realm of Hell is for preparation for each individual physically dead person's chosen next physical reincarnation to then at the right time happen again on our earth at conception for birth into another physical human body. So Hell is where all humans must go when we are physically dead, so now I need to leave here tonight to find a new home to live in, as I now need to leave living here at the cemetery, because it currently now is only lawfully meant to be a sacred memorial place for memories. So on my birthday now on the 4th of August this is my final 145th diary digital data entry here in these 145 diary digital data entries of mine that I have just completed confessing and writing here onto our great global internet world-wide-web in my digital diary novel of my "Romance Is Rape By Seduction", by Adam.
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