Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
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DATA ENTRY 44 OF 145
Tonight Phoebe - The Beirut Babe - and I cleaned
out an old, small, stone room inside an old stone memorial in the middle of the
cemetery that was built for a girl who died at the age of sixteen. Phoebe
noticed the old, stone, memorial when we were walking back from the church
charity food van and upon walking around it, we found a small, hatch door at
the back that we spent an hour dislodging as it was made of iron and had rusted
over the years. Once dislodging the iron hatch door, there was just enough room
for us to crawl inside. So we now have a new home and have moved our beds and
belongings from underneath the grave gap 'rooms' that we were using, to the
inside of this drier and warmer, small, stone, secretive tomb room. Phoebe –
the Beirut Babe - also told me that she practices her own personalised version
of ancient Arabic-like voodoo - And then she asked me if we could go and find
her an old discarded stone statue from the cemetery dumping ground so that she
could use it in her voodoo rituals. (I also told her that I had spent many
nights this month engaging myself in my stone statue session rituals behind the
cemetery chapel). So Phoebe and I went over to the cemetery dumping grounds to
find her an old, discarded, stone statue. And whilst she was searching for the
stone statue that she wanted, I kept thinking about Phoebe - The Beirut Babe -
and the way she is a half Lebanese Muslim and half French Catholic girl who
practices her own version of voodoo - (which is a religion that has its origins
in combining Catholicism and Haitian rituals). And I was trying to work out how
our existence works in the context of reincarnation and specifically in terms
of Phoebe - The Beirut Babe. For considering the notion of reincarnation in her
specific circumstances - she is half French Catholic in this life - and her
personalised version of ancient Arabic voodoo that she practices has much of
its origins in Haiti - (which is African religious practices mixed with French
Catholicism religious practices) - So maybe Phoebe - The Beirut Babe - was a
half French Catholic and half Haitian - Voodoo Priestess in her past life. And
now Phoebe - The Beirut Babe - is the half French Catholic and half Lebanese
Muslim girl in this life, who practices her own personalised version of voodoo.
So I wonder what the significance of this is in the context of considering that
she could have been a half French Catholic and half Haitian Voodoo Priestess in
her past life - but now has been reincarnated in this life as being a girl of
half French Catholic and half Lebanese Muslim origin - and who practices her
personalised version of voodoo in this life? Would she have chosen to
reincarnate from the underworld into her present incarnation, or was her
present incarnation chosen for her? And could there be any underlying reason
why this change may have taken place from her last incarnation, and if so what
might that reason or reasons be? And now looking at and analysing her tastes in
her subjective individual style and the aesthetics of her own personalised version
of voodoo - it has its origins in Haiti - but she has combined elements of
ancient Arabic religious practices within it - For using her bag of hair pieces
and makeup, she has made the stone statue that she has now chosen to look like
a plaited, long-haired ancient Arabic religious icon for her ritualistic voodoo
worship. And also looking at her subterranean orientation, she has decorated
this tomb room to look like some kind of ritualistic voodoo terrorist tomb room
- Because this tomb room now looks like it has been influenced and shaped by
religion, crack, smack, oil and a love of living deep within the dirt - So I
now wonder if there were pre-Islam ancient Arabic and/or Phoenician people who
practiced their own iconic and ritualistic religious practices that are similar
in some ways to the religious practices of Haitian voodoo? Whatever the case, I
am still curious and intrigued about how reincarnation could work - and why
these possible changes between incarnations took place for Phoebe - The Beirut
Babe?
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