DIARY DATA ENTRY 70

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 70 OF 145

Besides all the real-life horror that went on in that horrible stepfamily home that I lived in from the age that I was eleven years old until I was sixteen years old - I also did have one month when I was thirteen years old where I got a brief glimpse of happiness - For amongst the sugar cane plantations and banana plantations and mosquito infested rivers, canals and mangrove swamps in that part of the North Coast of New South Wales where I lived on that horrible horse farm home with that horrible Anglo-Saxon descent Australian stepfamily - and where at least half the population is of Torres Strait Islander Australian descent or half-Torres Strait Islander Australian and half-European Australian descent - which along with the sugar cane plantations and banana plantations and mosquito infested rivers, canals and mangrove swamps of that region on the North Coast of New South Wales - makes it like an Australian version of Haiti - And for one month I got a glimpse of happiness in my first year of one of the High Schools that I went to in that region - when at the age of thirteen years old - I was fortunate enough to be asked out by a gorgeous girl who was also thirteen years old and also in her first year of High School - And she was of half-Torres Strait Islander Australian and half-European Australian descent - and she had beautiful caramel coloured skin - sleek eyes - and gorgeous curves - and she was my first ever girlfriend and also the first girl that I pashed kissed at a school skating event to the song that was playing at that time which was "Original Sin" by INXS (which I did not know who INXS were back then at that stage - but which as I explained in my Diary Data Entry 55 when a few years later after I ran away from that abusive horrible horse farm home - the band INXS with Michael Hutchence singing were the first band that as a teen I saw play live and then got into their music) - However regarding my first pash kiss with my first girlfriend who was a beautiful half-Torres Strait Islander and half-European Australian girl - she devastatingly dumped me after one month - because three times during the month that we were boyfriend and girlfriend she asked me to meet her at one of the secluded swimming swamps after school - but all three times I did not show up and could not show up because I had to pick up horse manure before school, after school and on weekends because of the work-ethic and cruel abusive malice of my malicious Venus Taurus as star sign stepmother who made me pick up horse manure before school, after school and on weekends - and I was too embarrassed to tell my first ever girlfriend why I could not meet her at the secluded swamp after school - and so after asking me three times to meet with her there - my first ever girlfriend dumped me because she said I was a snob - when in reality I was being enslaved and abused by my malicious Venus Taurus as star sign stepmother.

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