DIARY DATA ENTRY 74

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 74 OF 145

In terms of what I have written in my last few diary data entries about the survival mechanisms that I learnt in that horrible stepfamily home that I was in from the age I was eleven years old until I was sixteen years old - after years of experiencing the real-life horror of that stepfamily home - towards the end of my time there and around the time that I turned sixteen years old and my extreme anxiety began to turn into suppressed anger - and I was so sick and tired of constantly and futilely behaving and acting like a lawyer to my blood-father in order to defend myself against the false accusations that were made against me by my stepmother, stepbrother and stepsister - that the third survival mechanism that I then learnt in the real-life horror of that horrible stepfamily home was to begin to play the proverbial devil and act like the bad guy that they were always portraying me to be.

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