DIARY DATA ENTRY 75

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 75 OF 145

In terms of what I have written in my last few diary data entries about the various survival mechanisms that I learnt in that horrible stepfamily home that I was in from the age that I was eleven years old until I was sixteen years old - The fourth and final survival mechanism that I learnt was at the end of my time there once I had turned sixteen years old and had began to act like the bad guy that my stepfamily were framing me and portraying me to be - for it was then that my years of extreme anxiety turned into continually increasingly suppressed anger - and my desire for violent revenge on my stepfamily and father began to occur - And so for my fourth and final survival mechanism that I learnt in the real-life horror of that horrible stepfamily home - I then became psychopathic as I began to plan my personal revenge on my father and my stepfamily by planning to kill them by shooting them with a handgun after I raped my stepsister in front of them - and which after four months of planning - I then acted out my desire for revenge on my father and stepfamily on that New Years Eve night when I first tried to publicly rape my stepsister in front of my father and stepfamily but as I tried to rape my stepsister I instead passed out drunk on rum on top of her.

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