Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 93 OF 145
Tonight after writing my last two very important
diary data entries I want to firstly say that I now feel a bit better and I
also now have a clearer understanding of myself after being honest both to
myself and the rest of the world through my writing here in my diary data
entries on the internet world-wide-web - and in the context of my last two
diary data entries - I also want to now state that I have finally started to
properly deal with and understand trying to rape my stepsister when I was
sixteen and which I did not have the courage or ability to properly face and
deal with that until now – however I wish I did as I feel that I lost too many
years escaping into severe drug use, drug abuse and drug addiction to try and
hide from the pain in a drug induced state of hedonism as I could never feel
truly happy or satisfied naturally because of all my obvious suppressed guilt,
anguish and shame over trying to rape my pubescent blossoming beautiful younger
13 year old stepsister when I was sixteen years old – and at least now I am
honest to myself and the rest of the world about what I have done.
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