DIARY DATA ENTRY 92

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 92 OF 145

Tonight as my own personal therapist in my life now, and after the important understanding and important personal help that I achieved after writing down my thoughts and feelings down and being honest to myself and the rest of the world here in my diary data entries on the internet world-wide-web. I now properly know just how extremely bad I was to act on my sexual desires to sexually rape my younger thirteen year old pubescent, blossoming, beautiful stepsister when I was sixteen years old - and the reason that my sexual desires for wanting to sexually rape her are so bad is because I am forcing a girl - especially a younger more naïve and innocent girl - to have sex with me - and I am also taking away her sexual innocence by sexually raping her - which although this sexual desire to sexually rape girls especially pubescent, blossoming, beautiful teenage girls honestly very sexually arouses me and makes me so sexually horny - I now realise why it is so bad and I must try to fight my bad sexual desires to sexually rape girls including especially younger, pubescent, blossoming, beautiful teenage girls - because I now feel bad and deep remorse, shame, anguish and guilt over trying to sexually rape my younger, pubescent, blossoming, beautiful, thirteen year old stepsister when I was sixteen years old – as I now say sorry to her by apologising to her here publicly on the global internet world-wide-web.

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