DIARY DATA ENTRY 97

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 97 OF 145

Since living in Melbourne - and especially now living here in Melbourne Cemetery - I have experienced a fair bit of supernatural spirit-soul-ghost activity - and this includes also walking past the many old Victorian terrace houses here in Melbourne - and also around the many blocks of housing commission project flats - and also around the many cheap and rundown bedsitter flats and rooming houses – and in all these abovementioned places over the years a lot of people have obviously died for various reasons - And maybe all this supernatural activity is because Melbourne is a fairly old city - And the supernatural activity that I have felt and experienced at times living here in this city of Melbourne especially - obviously cannot be scientifically empirically tested - however just because something cannot be scientifically empirically tested that does not necessarily mean that it is not real and it is not a part of existence - for it instead means that it may exist however it is outside the ability for contemporary technology to scientifically-empirically test it - and so also in that context - who knows - maybe in the future we will have the technology to scientifically-empirically test the supernatural aspect of our existence - And in terms of the supernatural activity that I have experienced living here in Melbourne - maybe there are a lot of spirits-souls-ghosts hanging around this physical material realm that we live and create in and eventually die in - for whatever reasons - And the main way that I have experienced supernatural activity is through the feeling of a presence of a person now in their spirit-soul-ghost form combined with there being an outline of the shape of a person in the form of pulsating colour tinged energy - which is much more visible in the dark of night when the pulsating colour tinged energy shows up more against the darkened background of the night - And in terms of why there are so many spirits-souls-ghosts hanging around this material physical realm - is it possible because we are now living in such a secular society here - that the past emphasis on the supernatural aspects of our existence that were prominent in our thoughts and beliefs in the ages when religion ruled our world - have now fallen away and been increasingly forgotten in our now very secular society that we live in - and so in this abovementioned context - has this resulted in people no longer believing in or even thinking much about the afterlife - or more specifically the between physical life aspect of our existence - and so when many people physically die - after they have physically died and they are then existing in their spirit-soul-ghost form - because of our secular existence - people are suddenly in shock that they are still existing after they have physically died - and because they do not have prior thoughts, experiences or any understanding of the supernatural aspects of our existence - those physically deceased people do not have a clue about what to do now that they are still existing after they have physically died and are now existing as a spirit-soul-ghost - and so as a result of all this - those people now existing as a spirit-soul-ghost hang around this material-physical realm - instead of going into the light of the tunnel that would take them into their specific dwelling place in the underworld until it is time for their next physical reincarnation and life - and also in this context - as I discussed in my previous diary data entry concerning a possibility about my malicious, abusive, atheist, alcoholic and anti-depressant addicted second stepmother - maybe there a lot of people who hang around this physical-material realm of existence when they physically die because they were abusive atheists in their physical lifetime - and so when they die and realise that existence continues after they are physically dead - they do not go into the light of the tunnel that takes you to your specific underworld dwelling place - because they fear they are going to be taken to a place of punishment because of their wrongful behaviour when they were physically alive - However I am not sure if this is the law of the universe or a law that just applies to some people-souls-spirits-ghosts - For what if once a person died - and they were no longer bound by their physical body - they were then able to leave the earth and fly their soul onto other planets or even immerse their soul into the fiery sun - and if this was possible what would it be like - would your soul come out unscathed or would it be changed in some way from its immersion into the fiery sun - Or are there cosmological universal laws that function in the same ways as the laws of gravity do here in our physical world - and in which our spirit-soul-ghost is bound here to the physical realm and into the underworld as I already have discussed - and which we stay before it is time for our spirit-soul-ghost to be reincarnated back into another physical life again - However if this is the case then whey are there so many spirit-souls-ghosts hanging around the material-physical realm after they have physically died - are they meant to - or are they bound to such an existence as a spirit-soul-ghost because they do not believe in the beyond physical realm of existence and so they cannot actually see the light of the tunnel that is mean to take them into their specific underworld dwelling place until it is time for them to be reincarnated back into another reincarnation and physical life again - or as I have discussed with my malicious, abusive, atheist stepmother as an example - what if because they were abusive atheists in their physical life - once they die and they realise at some point after their physical death that their consciousness is still existing - they then fear going into thespirit-realm specific underworld dwelling place because they sense that they will be taken to a specific underworld dwelling place of greater hardship to teach them a lesson and also prepare them for their specific suffering as a lesson that they are going to experience in their next reincarnation and physical life - And in the context of spirits-souls-ghosts hanging around our realm of our physical material world after they have died - should they leave our physical material realm out of respect for those of us that are still existing here in this physical material realm - for example - if you bought or are renting a home that has one or more physically deceased people-spirits-souls-ghosts still hanging around in it - then maybe you will eventually sense their spirit-soul-ghost presence in your home - and even for example if it was a fairly benevolent spirit-soul-ghost - wouldn't the fact that their spirit-soul-ghost's presence hanging around your home create a sense of unease for you or even just a continual distraction to you and your own personal energy, vibe and feeling that you naturally and/or consciously create in your own home - and in this abovementioned context - what if the spirit-soul-ghost was malevolent - for there are many malicious, malevolent, annoying people in the world - and when they die - as a spirit-soul-ghost they are still consciously the same - and so as a spirit-soul-ghost they then still behave in the same malicious, malevolent, annoying ways that they did when they were alive - and so in that context you are then sharing your home with the malicious, malevolent, annoying ways, behaviour, energy and vibe of a malicious, malevolent, annoying spirit - and so in that context you would need to try and find a way to get rid of that spirit-soul-ghost - or ghosts if there were more than one - so that you could both not share your home with a malicious, malevolent, annoying person-spirit-soul-ghost - and also so your own home would be filled with your own personal energy and vibe and feeling and not that of any spirit-soul-ghost malevolent or benevolent - Whatever the case and possibilities of all these abovementioned concepts that I have discussed in this specific diary data entry of mine - these seem to all be necessary supernaturally orientated, cosmological questions that need more public attention and awareness - especially when our society has become increasingly more secular orientated and the supernatural understanding of our existence is becoming increasingly forgotten and forsaken in our physical lives and existence.

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