DIARY DATA ENTRY 102

Romance Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 102 OF 145

It is so cold now here in Melbourne - and the dark abyss of winter seems to be now infiltrating and overcoming all my thoughts and feelings - and so now I have realised that I must only leave the cemetery to go and get my nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark each night - and then as soon as I have my food from there I must rush straight back through all the hidden side-streets and alleyways to the cemetery and down here into my catacomb chamber room - and tonight I took the black hooded gangster coat that Phoebe gave me as a gift at the end of April when she left her life here at the cemetery - and which I had since put on my stone statue of my dark angel Lilith over her black cloak and veil that I made from industrial black plastic - but now it is so cold - even down here hidden beneath the earth in my iron clad catacomb chamber room and wrapped up in my sleeping bag - that I need to now wear that black hooded coat that Phoebe gave me in order to both protect me from this cold winter weather - and also so that I can completely immerse myself into the shadows of this city whenever I need to leave the cemetery each night to go and get my nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - and also so that I can somehow try and find some warmth and comfort now in my isolated outcast existence in this dark city and the abyss of winter.

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