Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam
Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 103 OF 145
Tonight I want to write this diary data entry of
mine specifically about suburban people - because I am personally against
suburban people and their way of life because suburban people have hurt me so
much in my life and I despise their suburban way of life - And firstly suburbia
is not just the actual suburbs but it is also a way of life that unfortunately
can be lived anywhere - and secondly everywhere that suburbia thrives is full
of emptiness - because the suburb way of life drains away all the passion and
sacred feeling from existence through the inherent emotional emptiness of the
suburban way of living - and thirdly so many suburban people wrongfully act as if
they are mature and moral and are normal people because of their suburban way
of life and anyone who does not live their suburban way of life is immature and
immoral and abnormal - and this makes me so angry because it is so wrong for
suburban people to perpetuate this wrongful belief that their way of life is
mature and moral - because the suburban way of life and suburban people are all
like sheep that continually compete against each other in their suburban way of
life as they all go and get their space and resource wasting suburban homes -
and they all get married - and they all live in suburban domestic conflict full
of alcoholism, anti-depressant addictions, gambling problems and emotional
emptiness - and then they cheat on each other and have affairs - and then they
all get divorced - and then they all either get into a defacto relationship or
they get married again - and again - and their children get abandoned and/or
neglected and/or abused - and within each suburban family there is constant conflict
to the very end as they all compete against each other and connive and scheme
and backstab and squabble and fight over inheritance money from their dead
relatives or their elderly relatives that they secretly and sickeningly discuss
amongst themselves how they are going to use the inheritance money that they
will get from their elderly relatives once they are dead to help support their
sickening suburban vices - and so that whole sickening suburban cycle keeps
continuing on and on - And I know this from many years of horrible personal
experience and observation from when I was three years old and the two foster
homes that I lived in until I eventually dropped out of school and ran away
from home at the age that I was sixteen years old to get away from my horrible
stepfamily home and my malicious stepmother who is a blatant example of the
sickening nature of the suburban way of life - for my stepmother is a
malicious, abusive, alcohol-drinking, anti-depressant addicted, poker-machine
player gambling addicted, corrupt, workaholic who works as a hairdresser and
who always acts so fake in her politeness to her customers whilst she
deliberately and maliciously enjoys giving bad haircuts to certain people to
make them look bad and feel uncomfortable because of her malice and insecurity
driven competitive nature - and she also wrongfully and cruelly condemned so
many children as having psychological problems in the local community as she
corrupted and misused her position on the local community's school board as secretary
to the local community's school counselor in order to wrongfully make so many
children in the local community look like they had psychological problems -
including especially me - in order to make herself and her own messed up and
malicious two blood children appear normal and better than me and all of the
other children in the local community - because of her insecure need for
suburban status and her malice and insecurity driven competitive nature - And
so from what I have personally observed, experienced and stated - it is obvious
that the suburban way of life and suburban people are definitely not mature,
moral and normal - for the suburban way of living is emotionally empty and easy
and fake and shallow and backward - and the suburban way of life and suburban
people are extremely immature, immoral and abnormal in every way - despite the
suburban way of living being the way of life for the masses of society - and as
I have stated above - the suburban way of living drains away all the passion
and sacred feeling from existence through its shallow, immature and inherently
emotionally empty way of existing - However now alone and isolated here at the
cemetery as I live underground in my catacomb chamber room and I write down my
thoughts and feelings here in my diary data entries - for the first time in my
life I finally feel something sacred about my own existence.
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Adam Shane Lawes
