Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 104 OF 145
Tonight I want to make my final diary data entry
statement about why I hate alcohol - because as I have stated and emphasised in
some of my previous diary data entries - I personally hate alcohol and when I
had alcohol as a teenager it resulted in disastrous consequences with aiding me
to help try rape my stepsister - and which I have described this disastrous and
traumatic and regretful event in specific detail in my previous diary data
entries - and so I personally hate alcohol and I will never consume alcohol
again - And firstly - as I have stated previously here in my diary data entries
- I am aware that there are people out there who consume alcohol and who are
not abusive and/or annoying when they are under the influence of alcohol - and
who also actually enjoy consuming alcohol and the feeling of alcohol - and
because we are all different - and I do not want to be a hypocrite and I want
to try and stay open-minded as much as I possibly can - I fully accept and have
no problem with non-abusive and/or non-annoying and/or non-tormenting people
who enjoy consuming alcohol to continue to consume and enjoy their alcohol
consumption - However having just stated that - I now have to state that the
majority of people who I have met in my life so far who consume alcohol are
abusive and/or annoying and/or tormenting when they are under the influence of
alcohol - and they are also very malicious and nasty and abusive after the
alcohol wears off and they are suffering from a bad mood alcohol hangover - in
addition to this many people who are drunk on alcohol act, look, talk and
behave annoyingly silly - and I have witnessed this from a young age because
from a young age I had to be around a lot of drunk people - as many times I had
to be around a lot of drunk adults at family parties and social events - and
when I was young all the drunk people would scare me and frighten me with their
drunken behaviour - because when I was a young child I use to think that the
drunken adults suddenly had something unknown and frightening done to them to
make them behave in such strangely frightening ways to me as I observed their
drunken behaviour back then when I was a child - In addition to this - where
there is alcohol and drunk people there is almost always trouble and people get
hurt in some way or ways - and drunk people will more than likely try and frame
and scapegoat and try to get you into trouble for something you haven't done in
order to cover up for whatever they wrongfully done when they were under the
influence and drunk on alcohol - and a perfect example of this - as I have
described in detail previously here in my diary data entries - is that drunken
university student who worked a couple of nights a week at my last job to have
extra money for his beer drinking university parties - and he use to illegally
come into work drunk under the influence of alcohol and ridicule and torment me
and insult me until he eventually threw a box of tinned tuna hard at my head
and re-ignited old wounds when for the second time in my life from a drunk
person I got internal bleeding to my brain and temporary loss of hearing again
when that drunken university student was illegally drunk on alcohol at my last
job and he threw a box of tinned tuna hard at my head and hurt me - and when
you get hit hard in the head - and you enter into that dangerous territory of
head injuries and internal bleeding to the brain, constant painful headaches,
temporary loss of hearing, vertigo sickness, nausea and seizures - you can
actually feel - not just understand as a concept - but really feel how fragile
we really physically are as people on this planet and how dangerous and close to
death we always actually unfortunately and frighteningly are in our existence
as people - and then once that anxiety and horrible awareness from that
overwhelming feeling and experience eventually finally wears off as your body
physically heals - then the anger and the desire for vengeance sets in as that
dangerous blow to the head with all of its repercussions then becomes an act of
war - and also in addition to the above-mentioned reasons why I personally hate
alcohol - is the way that so many people who get drunk on alcohol and then
behave wrongfully and harmfully try to then use the fact that they were drunk
on alcohol as an excuse for their wrongful and harmful behaviour - and as I
have stated previously in my diary data entries - to be under the influence and
drunk on alcohol is no excuse for harmful and wrongful behaviour - because what
the alcohol is doing is overcoming inhibitions in a person and allowing them to
act on desires - especially suppressed and/or secret desires - that are already
in that person who is under the influence of alcohol - and so in that context
it can be seen that alcohol cannot and should not ever be used as an excuse in
anyway to justify and expect tolerance and acceptance for any hurtful, harmful
and wrongful behaviour - and also in this context - another thing that I have
had enough of is people who have misbehaved in a hurtful, harmful and wrongful
way when they were under the influence and drunk on alcohol - later lying and
falsely claiming that they cannot remember behaving in a hurtful, harmful and
wrongful way because they were drunk on alcohol - because this is both a lie
and being drunk on alcohol is no excuse for someone to get away with hurtful,
harmful and wrongful behaviour - In addition to this I have had enough of so
many people in our too often alcohol influenced society - wrongfully believing
that what they feel under the influence of alcohol is a state of happiness -
and they then wrongfully and annoyingly try and replicate that state of
misinterpreted happiness that they felt when they were under the influence of
alcohol in their everyday life - because what people feel under the influence
of alcohol is definitely not happiness and it is instead a shallow, annoying,
contrived and fake form of happiness that is immersed in a state of stupor and
drastically reduced state of awareness and brain functioning because of the
effects of alcohol - and so this state of alcohol induced fake, shallow and
contrived happiness that is derived from a state of stupor should never be
viewed as real happiness in any way - and nor should it be replicated in
everyday life as a form of happiness because it obviously is not - And finally
it is important to always remember that alcohol is a drug that kills more
people each year in this country than the deaths of all people from illicit
drugs combined together in this country each year.
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Adam Shane Lawes
