DIARY DATA ENTRY 122

 Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

MY DIARY DIGITAL DATA ENTRY 122 OF 145

Tonight Alice the diazepam dreamer is feeling a bit better after her emotional confessional ceremony last night in my catacomb chamber tomb room - as she says that it has fortunately made her feel better to have talked about it - because she herself has a better understanding of the reasons why her regretful pubescent sexually incestuous behaviour with her slightly younger brother happened when she was a teenager - as now all her recently recalled memories are no longer swirling around and clawing at her in her mind - and instead through talking about it - it has allowed her to understand the underlying reasons concerning why it all happened - and although there is still obvious upsetting regret there - and which will probably always be there for her - it has lessened and is no longer overwhelming her as she has found some insight and understanding to why she behaved in a sexually incestuous way with her slightly younger brother during their pubescent teenage years - And so just before she went back to her own catacomb chamber tomb room to sleep for the day - Alice said that she wanted to talk with me down here again in my catacomb chamber tomb room - however this time Alice wants to talk and ask me about my specific personal wrongful sexual behaviour from my past when we wake up from sleeping today and have gone and come back from getting our nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - and so even though Alice is a very emotional, aware and sensitive girl - I am now apprehensive and anxious about confessing to someone in person - especially a girl - and especially one as beautiful and emotional as Alice.

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