Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 18 OF 145
As I have stated and emphasised in previous diary
data entries, I personally fear alcohol and the fact that alcohol is legal is
an insult to all the people who have been abused in their lives and had their
lives ruined and made horrible because of alcohol and also the fact that alcohol
kills more people in this country each year than the deaths of all illicit
drugs combined together each year in this country - it is obvious that it is
complete and total hypocrisy that alcohol is still legal when other drugs are
illegal or strictly regulated like even painkillers for people in pain are now
so strictly controlled when purchasing yet someone can buy as much alcohol as
they can get their hands on without being questioned. However I am not sure
what the solution to the whole drug problem is as it is obvious that the ‘war
on drugs’ has failed and instead created so much crime, destruction and death –
and as a person who has used, abused and been addicted to illicit drugs and
know why people use and abuse and get addicted to them and personally witnessed
and experienced their individual harmful ways – I am still not sure what the
solution is – because I have tried abstinence before and it failed as like an
bow in an arrow it eventually reached breaking point and I was flung full force
back into hedonism again including self-destructive hedonism in the form of all
out drug use, drug abuse and drug addiction – so I am still not sure what the
solution is – I just want to feel the intensity I experience on each individual
illicit drug, or even better more intensity, but naturally now if that is
hopefully possible – especially now that I am down and out and broke and
homeless here at the cemetery.
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Adam Shane Lawes
