Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By Adam
Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 2 OF 145
I am homeless and filled with constantly
chaotically alternating anger and anxiety. So now with nothing else to do and
to try and make myself feel better, I am now going to record my thoughts in
this digital diary of mine using my Apple iPhone - which is the only thing of
economic value that I now have left after being terminated from my job. I found
out that I was homeless two days ago here in Melbourne, Australia when I
received a phone call from my supermarket store manager where I had been
stacking supermarket shelves at night doing horrible physically heavy and hard
and mentally mundane manual labour since I dropped out of school as a troubled
teenager with no self-confidence left after years of horrific teen abuse to try
for anything more in life, and all the heavily disguised and hidden hope that I
had of being an artist in the past was wasted wondering in unfulfilled artistic
ambition with too many years spent lost struggling to survive working mostly
horrible physically heavy and mentally mundane manual labour work that I hate
along with too much drug use, drug abuse and drug addiction. And for the past
week I had become increasingly sick with a bad case of the flu, and I was off
work sick for 3 days due to the severity of the flu that I have - which would
have also made it even more difficult to do the extremely horrible heavy and
hard and mentally mundane manual labour work of lifting heavy boxes stacking
supermarket shelves at night. However my supermarket store manager, who is an
Australian originally from India, is a cruel, corrupt corporate, class driven
person. And he is a cruel, corrupt, corporate person to both people of
non-Indian origin and people of Indian origin, who work in the store in which
he is the store manager, and who do not allow themselves to become enslaved by
his cruel, corrupt corporate form of management. And my former Indian store
manager has hired a lot of Indian students to work for him in the store in
which he is the store manager - which is good for those Indian students as
those Indian students are studying for their university degrees that cost them
so much more financially than Australian citizens of any origin have to pay for
their university degrees - and this is because of the greed of universities and
the exploitation of international students - and in addition to this the Indian
students also have to pay for their living costs here and are currently legally
limited to a 20 hour limit working week. However there also seems to be an
ulterior motive to my former Indian store manager hiring so many students who
are studying here from India - because my former Indian store manager treats
many of the Indian students that work for him as if they are not working for an
hourly rate - as those Indian students are legally meant to be and should be -
but they are instead manipulated by fear by my former Indian store manager to
do unpaid work in order to keep their jobs - and thus my former Indian store
manager wrongfully exploits and uses many of the Indian students that he has employed
to work in his store. And in addition to this, despite the majority of the
students from India being honest and hard working - even despite being unfairly
exploited by my former Indian store manager and also not liking him because
they see him as a cruel, corrupt person - (one student from India, who is a
very honest and sincere person, said to me that the Indian store manager is one
of the meanest people that he has ever met). However, despite the majority of
the students from India who work for my former Indian store manager being
honest and hard working, even though they do not like my former Indian store
manager - There is unfortunately a small group of students from India, and also
a group of former students from India who now have permanent residency and who
work in the store as permanent workers for my former Indian store manager, and
who are all very loyal to my former Indian store manager - and they are just as
corrupt and conniving as my former Indian store manager - and they do some of
my former Indian store manager's corrupt corporate work for him - for example
those specific Indian students will tell lies about Australian workers to set
them up so that my former Indian store manager can then easily terminate them -
and also those specific Indian students without permanent residency here in
Australia also then try to get their PR here in Australia by trying to be
informants for the Australian government by telling lies about Australians to
try and curry favour with the Australian government so that they can get their
PR based on the government corruption that they are used to dealing with back
in their homeland of India - and also in the workplace that specific
group of workers originally from India also receive special treatment from my
former Indian store manager - which then makes the workload on everyone else so
much harder - and they also try to make the workplace and workload as difficult
as they possibly can to those in the store who don't allow themselves to become
enslaved by my former Indian store manager's form of cruel, corporate
corruption. And despite the fact that I am obviously not from India and nor am
I of Indian origin, my former Indian store manager treated me as if I was
someone that he could constantly exploit and make my life as horrible as he
possible could - and the reason for this was most likely that my former Indian
store manager has an extreme class based view of the world - and because I am
from a poor background, my former Indian store manager wrongfully treated me
like I was a non-Indian version of an ‘untouchable’ - and thus my former Indian
store manager enslaved and exploited me and worked me into the ground until I
became extremely rundown and sick because he was constantly threatening me with
my job and looking for any excuse that he could to terminate me, which included
making me do masses and masses of unpaid hours of work - which I stupidly did
out of fear of losing my job and being made homeless - like I am now. So for
the past year I was worked into the ground until I became increasingly rundown,
and then finally very sick now with this bad case of the flu. However my former
Indian store manager rang me up and accused me of lying about being sick and he
then accused me of trying to use up my paid sick leave - and then my former
Indian store manager told me that I had been terminated and replaced. And when
my former Indian store manager phoned me up and told me this, I finally swore
and cursed him with all my pent up anger, and told him that I hoped that one of
his deities, specifically Kali, would punish him for his wrongful behaviour.
And then my former Indian store manager then told me that he would be writing
down my reason for termination as "misconduct" and faxing it
immediately to the Government unemployment office. Which later on yesterday I
found out to be true, as when I rang to immediately put my name down and apply
for unemployment benefits, I was told that I would have to wait for 2 months
for unemployment benefits because I had been terminated from my job for
misconduct. So with me being now unemployed, and my rent being due at the room
in the rooming house that I had been renting, and me being unable to pay it for
an impossibly long and out of the question period of 2 months, I packed up my
belongings, handed the key to my room in, and now I am homeless and hiding out
here in constantly confusing and alternating anger, anxiety and angst at
Melbourne Cemetery.
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Adam Shane Lawes
