Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 21 OF 145
At the start of this evening I woke up with a bad
headache in anger from a dream where I was angrily bombing the corporation that
I used to be exploited and enslaved by along with all of its alcohol bottle
shops with Molotov cocktails that I had made out of flammable alcohol bottles.
I first starting getting bad headaches and violent dreams when I was bashed by
that drunken male and had to go to hospital with severe head injuries – however
my headaches have been getting worse since I was hit hard in the head by a box
of tinned tuna at my last job by that co-worker who was illegally drunk and
abusive at work. And throughout my life I have been driven to violent rage and
had violent desires for revenge when I have been pushed too far and my anxiety
seemingly ultimately alternates and turns instead into anger. But now that I am
homeless I have obviously been constantly preoccupied with my survival
situation now – and instead of desiring physically violent revenge on the
people who have hurt me - I have instead chosen to express and vent my anger
and other emotions and thoughts when I am experiencing them here each night in
my digital diary data entries on the internet world-wide-web using my Apple
iPhone. And since I have been doing that I have had no desire for actual
conscious physical revenge on the people who have hurt me - Because I now write
and use my Apple iPhone and Art As A Weapon.
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Adam Shane Lawes
