Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 22 OF 145
I still have a bad headache tonight, and I woke up
from another dream where this time I climbed over the cemetery walls in the
early, dark hours of the morning before dawn on Melbourne Cup Day where this
state of Victoria holds a goddamn holiday for a cruel horse race where the
horses are cruelly whipped often to death whilst masses of people stand by all
dressed up with the women wearing crazy flamboyant hats and the crowd watches
the horses get beaten as they bet and get drunk and cheer as those horrible little
jockey men cruelly whip the horses to run faster than they should and often to
their death – and in the dream in an act of animal activism I shut down the
Melbourne Cup with a terrorist threat preventing the horses from being whipped
anymore including to death – but obviously this is just a dream where all my
anger and desires and experiences that exist suppressed in my subconscious are
now manifesting themselves in my dreams sleeping here at the cemetery. However,
the only thing I can do in terms of these very vivid, violent and graphic
dreams is to analyse and write about them here in order to try and understand
them. However despite my desires for revenge against the people that have hurt
me in my life and to change the things that I do not like about this world, as
I stated in my previous diary data entry 21 - Now that I am writing down and
expressing my thoughts, feelings and emotions here in my diary data entries on
the internet world-wide-web I am using my Apple iPhone and Art As A Weapon.
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Adam Shane Lawes
