Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
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This is a transcript of the stone statue ritual
that I performed a couple of hours ago here at Melbourne Cemetery. And tonight
I vented out my anger upon the stone statue of Jesus Christ about the need of
too many people in society who expect you to adhere to fake happiness. Because
I personally hate fake happiness - and people who expect me to be happy in a
fake way make me angry. And this includes also especially in employment
situations in which employers expect their employees to exist in a state of fake
happiness for the purposes of the employer's desire to please their customers
and increase their profits. And there is nothing wrong with being ambitious and
motivated and profit driven and wanting people to be happy - However, expecting
people to behave in a contrived, superficial, fake happy way is wrong - and it
only comes across to others as being superficial, shallow, contrived and often
very annoying to many people - So people should just be allowed to be
themselves within their own individual emotions and feelings from their own
individual personality - instead of some hyped up, shallow, superficial, fake
and annoying version of happiness that too many people in society wrongfully
view as 'happiness' - when it is not and is instead a superficial, shallow,
contrived and fake form of happiness. And I personally believe that the reason
that superficial, shallow, hyped up, contrived and fake 'happiness' has
wrongfully been viewed as being a state of happiness is because too many people
have wrongfully and in a state of delusion gotten their version of 'happiness'
from alcohol and/or anti-depressants - And the state of 'happiness' that comes
from alcohol and/or anti-depressants is not real happiness and is instead a
very superficial, shallow and fake form of 'happiness' - And thus it should not
be viewed and replicated and seen by society as being a state of happiness -
And people should not expect to have to behave like that contrived,
superficial, shallow and fake form of 'happiness' in any given situation. Also,
when it comes to people expecting you to exist in a superficial, shallow,
contrived and fake form of happiness - it is also more than likely because they
are afraid of what you think and feel and the issues that you are dealing with
in a deep way - and which they are more than likely too scared and afraid to
face and deal with those issues within themself - and that is why they do not
want you to be serious and think and feel deeply and express what you are
thinking and feeling in your personal, subjective, serious way - and instead
they want you to exist in their superficial, shallow, contrived and fake form
of 'happiness' - specifically because they do want you to be serious and think
and feel and express yourself and any issues deeply - and they will also more
than likely attack you for being serious. Because I have had enough of people
misinterpreting my personal, subjective state of seriousness as being a state
of unhappiness - Because I have been psychologically attacked for being a
serious person continually throughout my life, including especially by my
alcoholic stepmother - and also other people, especially those who enjoy
consuming alcohol - and although they may not behave in a maliciously abusive
manner like my alcoholic stepmother - they instead behave in an annoyingly
silly, shallow, fake, contrived, version of 'happiness' - and just like my
alcoholic stepmother - they also misinterpret seriousness as being a state of
unhappiness - when it is not - Because I have had enough of too many people
misinterpreting seriousness for unhappiness and then attacking me for being a
serious person - Because I am happy when I am being serious - So those people
who are not serious people and who misinterpret seriousness as unhappiness have
to realise that many people are naturally serious people and are thus happy
when they are being serious.
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Adam Shane Lawes
