Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
MY DIARY DIGITAL
DATA ENTRY 81 OF 145
It is now the 1st of June and we are now well into
the start of the astrological sign of Gemini - which is an astrological sign
that is symbolised by the twins and characterised by being very analytical by
nature - And Gemini is also my rising sign - whilst Leo is my star sign - and
in that context my rising sign of Gemini is my persona and the personal
individual image of myself in the context of the astrological sign of Gemini
that I present to the world either subconsciously and/or consciously - and also
to the way that I think and behave - for as far back as I can remember - I have
always been a very analytical person and I am obsessive about analysing things
- as I get pleasure and I am passionate about analysing whatever interests me
at any given time in order to try and understand what interests me - And in
terms of astrology - my star sign is Leo and who I really am in the context of
what drives me within the specific context of the aspects of the astrological
sign of Leo - And each city in the world is ruled by a specific astrological
sign - And this city of Melbourne is ruled by the astrological sign of Gemini -
And having lived in this city of Melbourne for over nineteen years - which is
half my life now - I can often see the astrological aspects of the sign of
Gemini and the way that it rules this city of Melbourne - specifically in the
analytical nature of this city of Melbourne - and also the almost doppleganger
like nature to the two twin sides of this city of Melbourne - as this city of
Melbourne has its very formal and organised and socially acceptable side and
appearance - whilst it also has a very organised and formal and notorious hedonistic
underworld side to this city - which has also obviously been well publicised in
the media and depicted in entertainment especially television - and
specifically in terms of the mafia in Melbourne the violent mafia wars began
the year I moved here to this city and in the last rundown rooming house just
before I left it I found out that my room, which was actually the shop-front
window including with the window wall being just painted glass on a busy,
noisy, inner-city Melbourne street right next door to an old historic
inner-city pub. And my room in that rooming house use to be the office to one
of Melbourne’s first big brothels owned by one of Melbourne’s first big mafia
gangsters could Squizzy Taylor as he allegedly use to hook the customers in from
the old pub next door and into the office of his brothel which was my bedroom
in that last rooming house that I lived in here in Melbourne - And out of
everywhere that I have lived - and even though I have also been an outsider in
society throughout my whole life - I still feel that out of everywhere - this
city of Melbourne is my home and where I am personally supposed to be now - and
where I feel the most comfortable - and where I am suited to be the most - and
where I am meant to be - And it could have something to do with the fact that
my rising astrological sign is Gemini and the astrological sign of this city of
Melbourne is Gemini maybe.
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Adam Shane Lawes
