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Romance Is Rape By Seduction
 By Adam Shane Lawes

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When I went out tonight again to get my nightly meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - when I was walking through the cemetery grounds on the way there and then back home here again - I had to walk past all the life-size stone female angels statues with their judgemental stone female faces staring down on me from up there on their stone pedestals and judging me for my past predatory wrongful sexual behaviour towards my stepsister - and now my anxiety levels have reached the point where I am now shaking and trembling - and if I were not so penniless and hungry - I would stock up on food and rarely leave my subterranean catacomb chamber room down here in the cemetery to go and get my nightly meal each night from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse carpark - but I have to persevere and continue to try and survive and to try find a way through this horrible and constantly increasing state of anxiety that is being fueled by all this remorse and guilt for my past wrongful sexual desire to rape my stepsister.

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