Romance
Is Rape By Seduction
By
Adam Shane Lawes
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When I went out tonight again to get my nightly
meal from the church charity food van at the city's industrial market warehouse
carpark - when I was walking through the cemetery grounds on the way there and
then back home here again - I had to walk past all the life-size stone female
angels statues with their judgemental stone female faces staring down on me
from up there on their stone pedestals and judging me for my past predatory
wrongful sexual behaviour towards my stepsister - and now my anxiety levels
have reached the point where I am now shaking and trembling - and if I were not
so penniless and hungry - I would stock up on food and rarely leave my
subterranean catacomb chamber room down here in the cemetery to go and get my
nightly meal each night from the church charity food van at the city's
industrial market warehouse carpark - but I have to persevere and continue to
try and survive and to try find a way through this horrible and constantly
increasing state of anxiety that is being fueled by all this remorse and guilt
for my past wrongful sexual desire to rape my stepsister.
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Adam Shane Lawes